The point of the posts is that trying to help the coh community is wasted effort. Both because the community are simps and because Relic doesnt care to help you. So I have moved on. It is a cautionary tale to others who are currently wasting their efforts helping Relic. You will be sadly let down at some point. It happens to everyone who works with Relic.
I am currently looking into having my account removed here if possible.
It seems to me like you're looking for an excuse for someone to make that decision for you. Hey man, it's okay to move forward in life. I'm sure all the people you've helped are very thankful for it, and plenty of people enjoy your maps.
If you would rather play guitar and improve your skills with that than play CoH2, make maps, etc. then do it! You don't need other people on this board to give you approval for it. Just leave it behind if that's how you really feel.
EDIT: There are plenty of accounts here with 1,000+ posts that simply stopped posting and never came back. Sad to see for a newcomer like me but what can you do.